It's not about me.

Tonight I am with few words. Emotions are plenty. Sadness consumes me.

How have I made it about me? It is not about me.

My happiness is of no concern. Joy should never be what I seek. Nothing that I do should be for me - nothing.

I should be selfless. Caring nothing about myself. Never seeking to please myself. Seeking not to better myself.

I should only pour myself out for my God, and through Him, for everyone around me. Not pieces here and there - all of me, everything, being poured out for those around me.

No me. All to God.

Not later. Not one day. Today. Now. "Time's up! God's kingdom is here! Change your life and believe the message!"

To believe is to do. To do is to deny myself. All of myself. Completely. Wholly.

I must change my life. My life is not for me. It is for Him. It is His.

Father, grant me the strength to give myself away - every inch of me. Nothing left over. Not in words - words mean nothing. In truth - truth is all-powerful.

May others also seek such strength, and make their faith more than words. That is my prayer, O God. I desire to sacrifice all. Please help me make this come true.

I love you, O Father, creator of heaven and Earth. The whole world - all of creation - is full of Your glory. Halelujah! Halelujah in the highest!

seeking to truly, beyond words, surrender all,
chris

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Mark 1:15